5.21.2011

oops.

I have never been so frustrated as I am right now, in this very moment.

I feel like I have to cry, but I also feel a if I should punch someone.

I understand life isn't perfect.

Heck, life is never going to be perfect.

There are people who are going to annoy you.

You are always going to have that one zit.

School will always be there, torturing you.

I'm so frustrated right now that I'm hitting enter after every sentence. I'll stop now.


Letting someone go and letting someone new come in your life can both be equally hard.
Let's just say that I had to endure the pain of both.
Letting someone go is letting go of all the memories, happines, laughs, moments, inside jokes, a shoulder to cry on. It's never fun.
Letting some new come in, can be easy, and it can be hard. You have to build trust with this person. You have to test the waters, and see what makes them feel comfortable or not. It can be a very frustrating thing to do.

Sometimes you let people go the wrong way, and sometimes you let people come in the wrong way. Sometimes you let people go because more people are coming in. And in my eyes, that is wrong. Why push someone aside just for someone else?

I'm afraid that I have made this mistake, very recently. But right now it doesn't seem like a mistake. It seems like something that I am so looking forward too. Hopefully, I will never see it as a mistake. Maybe, I made the right decision kicking one person out for another. I hope that i won't regret it. By the looks of it, I won't, and hopefully that won't change. Dear person, don't let me regret bringing you into my life. Dear other person, I'm sorry for kicking you out, I miss you.

Uh-oh SpaghettiOs.
-Sammie Sosa.

4.17.2011

music I like, but you probably don't.

I like all kinds of music.
You name it I like it.
I am even starting to like country.
From Metalica to Justin Bieber, Carrie Underwood to Sugar Ray, I like it.

Here are some random songs/bands that are totally random that I love. (:

Oh Land:


John Mayer:


K'NAAN:


Mumford and Sons: (I have the biggest crush on Marcus Mumford.)


Adele:


Smashing Pumpkins:


Justin Bieber:


Crystal Bowersox:


Sugar Ray:


Ingrid Michaelson:


Nine Days:


Cage the Elephant:


That's all folks.
-Samantha Jean

4.13.2011

texting is fun! not.

There are plenty of different kind of texters. Today I am going to show you them.

First, we start off with a normal conversation (actually it is not normal at all):

Girl: Did you see that large explosion outside?!
Boy: Yes! It was huge!
Girl: Do you know what it was?
Boy: I think it was nuclear.
Girl: Maybe, we are under attack!
Boy: Probably not, it was probably an accident.

The Hyena:

Girl: Did you see that large explosion outside?!
Boy: HAHA! Yes! Ha! It was huge! LOL!
Girl: Do you know what it was?
Boy: LMFAO! I think it was nuclear. hehe.
Girl: Maybe, we are under attack!
Boy: hoho. Probably not, ha, it was probably an accident. ROFL.

The Lazy One:

Girl: Did you see that large explosion outside?!
Boy: Yes! It wz huge!
Girl: Do you know what it was?
Boy: I tink it wz nuclear.
Girl: Maybe, we are under attack!
Boy: ProblE not, it wz ProblE an akcdnt.

Easy to Read:

Girl: Did you see that large explosion outside?!
Boy: :) Yes! ;) It was huge! :()
Girl: Do you know what it was?
Boy: :/ I think it was nuclear. :P
Girl: Maybe, we are under attack!
Boy: 8) Probably not, :(, it was probably an accident. :@

I'm too lazy to do anymore. so....

The sun will come out tomorrow.
-Rappin' Sammie J.




4.11.2011

my plea.

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now please. (:

that would be great....................................................................................
YES! the plea has been answered. (:

Live long and prosper.
-Sam I am.


4.07.2011

uno. dos.....

I'm tired, and I want to go to bed.
But I won't. Because I have about 5 things to say.

1. I don't really consider myself a jerk, at all. Someone said I was a jerk to them. Which didn't make any sense in the least bit, considering they were the jerk. The abusive jerk. So to all ya'll that I have been a jerk to, please forgive me. (I love saying ya'll, it makes me feel cool.)

2. I absolutely love my softball team. I hate the conditioning and endless running, but everything else is top notch. So many funny and unforgeable things happen on a bus ride to and from a game.
"Lex, do you have a lot of hair?"
"Where?"
"Banana"
"Banana"
"Banana"
"ZIP!"

3. MOAB. For spring break, my parents are being kind enough to take us to my dear second home, Moab. I can not wait to go jeeping. Moab is the ultimate place of places. Nothing can beat Moab, not even Wienerschnitzel.

4. I waved at Kyle today. Here is the story.
So I always see him in my car, driving his car. Which is scary when you compare our cars, I have a little bug, and he has a huge manly man car. I was driving home, when I saw him trying to pull into the turn lane. I looked over and we had about five seconds of eye contact. Which is a lot. And it was awkward. So today, the same thing happened, but Jonathan was in the car this time. So I looked over and WAVED. I know. Crazy. But I don't know what he did back, because I was too scared to look at him.

5. There is this new boy. (When isn't there?)
But that is all I can say, for right now, this new boy is just new.
I don't know anything else. (:

Thanks for listening.
10 points for Ravenclaw!
-Sammie Jay.