Ignore the first face. It's ugly.

Put your ear to the computer screen.

If you listen hard enough you should be able to hear a little four year old boy singing:

Can can can can can you do the can can? I can do the can can, ohh yes I can can can can can.

Ya. I want to jab my ears in with a pen.

Thank goodness I can't find one right now.

This is my life.

Yes. This great facial grid is my life. For almost everything concerning my life.

Such things as:

New classes.

Friends.

Boys.

Stupid Girls.

Family.

Neighbors.

Santa.

Phase 1:

Fear. Or extreme distraught.

Usually this happens when I am introduced to something new or a change in my life.

I don't want to accept it.

I think that it is going to change my perfectly cute life.

I have anxiety. And may almost pee a little.

Phase 2:

Bitterness.

I usually dislike it a little too much.

I am sarcastic to hide my old grandpa bitterness.

I don't want to get hurt so I put on my "hard" external cover.

(Well as hard as a blonde teenage girl's cover can be)

I act like it doesn't matter to me. But we all really know the truth...

Phase 3:

Shock.

I may start liking this thing.

And that scares me!

I don't know whether to keep on moving on with my life or completely stop.

This is the confusion state.

And the one that I am constantly in.

I don't know how to make choices.

So this is that hardest phase for me.

Phase 4:

Acceptance.

Usually I am happy with my choice.

I am happy that this experience happened, whether it affected me positively or negatively.

I am grateful for the experience.

I learned something.

YES.

I am going through these phases right now.

But I can't tell you why. *couch cough* men.

And I can't tell you which phase I'm in. *cough cough* I really can't.

Where's a pause button when you need one?

-SAYAM.